User talk:Meadowwind5

Welcome
Hi, welcome to Warrior Clan Cats Roleplay Wiki! Thanks for your edit to the MeadowClan page.

Please leave a message on my talk page if I can help with anything! -- Littleleaf1 (Talk) 00:07, October 8, 2012

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MEADOW. I had a great idea! I saw HetaliaClan on almost every rp place I go to, so Im thinking.. make one on this wiki? :3

Discord, Im howling at the moon  and Im sleeping in the middle of a summer afternoon  03:25, January 8, 2013 (UTC)

Response
Happy? I am so freaking far from happy that I don't even know where to start. This past year has been hell for me and one of the main reasons I haven't been on is A) I didn't want to shove it all on you and B) I am known as being a game hopper. I have literally never stayed in a place as long as I've stayed here. I came here, expecting I might get a few good months out of it, I wouldn't really get attached to anyone. Hell, has it been two years already? Usually, I would have been long gone by now and I wouldn't be anything but a distant memory. All that crap that's happened to me, it's still there. It's always there, but I shove it and shove it down, because that's what I do. There's so much that's happened and so much I've figured out and so much that I need to figure out and it's killing me, Meadow, it is really, really killing me from the inside out.

I'm not happy. I never really was and I probably never will be. If I ever seem the slightest tiny bit happy, it's because I'm pushing stuff down again and again and sometimes it gets to me. I recently made a list of my 26 possible career choices (now narrowed down to 19) and I almost had a panic attack yesterday, because I don't know how to narrow it down to one. I am damaged beyond repair and I am lost without hope of finding my way, because hope is a bitch and time is a slut, because she screws us all. I am a building, crumbling down piece by piece and the more I try to pick up the pieces, the more it crumbles appart and it buries me. I am both the person under the building and the building itself because that is how screwed up I am and the funny thing is...you don't even know how completely screwed up I am.

I'm sorry, did the middle of my sentence  interupt the beginning of yours.  14:39, July 12, 2014 (UTC)